♥ N S H L ♥

SARCASTIC. ACTIVE. ANONYMOUS. Hello there, this is official sites of mine. I am the writer…but I’m not write, I type. Chronology of my life isn’t fantastic like others, isn’t gorgeous, but I always want some magical, full of miracles perhaps. And usually, that’s how my life went. I don’t know if names got strong relations with personality and characteristics of the person. Anyway, the definition of my names according to some books is soft, flow, and something like that. Gosh, can you believe it? Am I one of those miracles? Anyhow, rude attitude, harsh and so on are not allowed here. I am the soft and sweet haha, and then please be gentle. Thank you for the visited. Leave your love at my shoutbox so that I could visit you back later. Muchuss Gracias, Senorita and Mr. Moustache. :))

Under Mistletoe
♡ Wednesday, May 16, 2012 ♡ 2:07 AM ♥ 1 Love(s) ♥ posted by Ansue






It was the first time when I came to Gombak. Travel from Nilai with full of excitement. Neither of us know that would be the first time of our meeting. Neither of you. Wearing an outfit that both of us know what it exactly meant to be, you were there, standing with other seniors, and I was near you, still with my whities, admiring you from far, not sure if that's the best.


And for the second time, it was already late, and I was sleepy. He asked you to send the juniors back to mahalah. It was Kembara. Yep and I sat exactly behind you. You wouldn't know about it, I was smiled along the way, looking outside the window, still not sure if that's the best.


The stars, the moons, the universe. It seems perfectly beautiful from day to day. Admiring you from far.. I know.. I am sure that's the best :)



You're an island
I'm just a little boat
I'm heading somewhere
I dont even know
Hope you dont mind me stopping by your shore
Come with me and you'll never be alone


Open up your heart to me
We'll explore the seven seas
Sail away and find your dreams
And if you drown I'll help keep your head up

And if you drown I'll help keep your head up
to breath


You will lead the way
I'll be battle storm
We can let the waves tell us where to go
We can always do anything you want
We will try to capture the natural love



Open up your heart to me
We'll explore the seven seas
Sail away and find your dreams
And if you drown I'll help keep your head up

And if you drown I'll help keep your head up
to breath



-Yuna; Island-





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"Waa macam mana sensei boleh buat shiko dachi rendah macam tu?"
Heh.. Aku tersengih je. Budak-budak memang shomel kan.


Tak lama je lagi final bakal menjelma.. Busted!



















--> Untitled #2
♡ Monday, May 7, 2012 ♡ 7:09 AM ♥ 0 Love(s) ♥ posted by Ansue


Kadang-kadang kau harus penat
Penat sebab jadi perempuan yang terhegeh-hegeh
Tak dapat coklat yang cuma ada di depan mata
Hanya hulurkan tangan dan ambil
Dan tu diaa, tangan siapakah yang menghalang?


Yup.. Itu cuma perumpamaan. Perumpamaan yang menyedihkan.


Dia dah berulang kali kata.. Jangan! Tapi kau degil. Kau nak jugak.
Kau kata kau boleh hadapi. Cuma suka-suka.
Ya.. suka-suka. Tapi sejak bila suka-suka jadi serius?
Senyum jelah. Orang taktau apa yang ada dalam hati.


Yup. Just knowing that you care makes me reaally happy.
Tapi!
If you don't want to give.. Then you should stay away
Bahasa kasarnya.. Nyah kau dari sini.. Haa gituu


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Best bila sekali-sekala lepak dengan Hanim
Makan kat evoke walaupun streeesss memikirkan assignment yang macam alien tu haha
Lepas ni kena selalu luangkan masa dengan dia orang
Tak boleh asyik dengan Encik Karate
Ya. Kadang-kadang aku rasa bosan
Kadang-kadang rasa best
Normal la tu.









Saikano's Quick Updates
♡ Saturday, April 21, 2012 ♡ 11:32 PM ♥ 0 Love(s) ♥ posted by Ansue


1. Minggu lepas ada IIUM Karate Closed Tournament (IKCT). Buat Individual Kata, Team Kata dan Kumite. Memang tak hebat. First time rasa kosong teramat. Yeke?


2. Esoknya pergi Selangor Open Karate Tournament pulak. First time Kumite tanpa rasa takut. Andd I really enjoyed it.


3. Then, first time makan dekat Geng's corner.


4. A week before that. First time pakai tali pinggang yang sangat diidamkan. Rasa confident memuncak.


5. Esoknya, yeah, went to upgrading belt exam. Officially now I am 2nd kyu.


6. Sunday. Eh Saturday ke? Not sure. My Hideo-sama bought me this cute fish huahua. Replacing for a movie. It was a looong time ago. Orang tu baik sangat. And it's not a first time. Semoga murah rezeki anda ye.


7. Selesai buat pre-registration untuk short-sem and long-sem. Ada satu kelas je sama dengan Hanim. Quite sad.


8. Semalam first time join jadi volunteer untuk FighterX. Dapat t-shirt free, certificate and a mini nerf gun wahaa. Then Sensei Fadhil belanja semua makan kat Pizza San Francisco. Thank you.


9. Semalam jugak pergi tengok movie Battleship. Hajar kata itu first time dia tengok wayang, serius!


10. Semalam jugak kereta Sensei Rijal kena pecah tapi still tak sedar until Hadi dan Aiman sedar yang beg dia orang hilang. Oh, first time ada sekali tertengok situasi macam tu. Tabah eh korang.


Okaay. Next coming event.


11. Esok. First time sejak mai dok kat uia gombak ni. Presentation sorang-sorang kat depan. Ketar lutut? Takde hal lah.


12. Sabtu. Milo Open Tournament. First time. Excited :)


13. Mei. Al-Amin. Confirmed.


14. 6 Mei? Pray hard babe.


15. 2nd week of June. Senior Makaf?


Hmm tu je kot.


Sensei kata, 'Just laju. That's it'. Then I guess I'll get my first rainbow on Individual Kata soon. Very soon.





P/s ada ayat berbunyi : Bila kita sayangkan seseorang, kita kena belajar percayakan dia. So, it means if and if kita susah nak percaya orang, then jangan sayangkan dia. Betul tak tipu.




Tapi bila fikir balik. Life aku lagi cool rasanya dari movie. Wahaa.










Budak Nakal Sangat =.=
♡ Wednesday, March 28, 2012 ♡ 11:52 PM ♥ 0 Love(s) ♥ posted by Ansue



Pernah dengar?



Budak lelaki kalau adore dekat budak perempuan tu, dia akan layan roughly budak perempuan tu.
Berkomplot dengan kawan-kawan lelaki yang lain.
Letak tahi hidung, hingus, habuk lantai dalam air minuman dia.
Dan budak perempuan tu pun minum tanpa rasa bersalah.
Suka mengejek, tarik tudung sampai budak perempuan tu naik marah.
Bila tak dapat pedajal tuan, basikal dia pun okaay.
Naik ganas-ganas, gasak2 sikit.



Dan budak perempuan tu?
Orang kata jangan terlampau benci dekat seseorang, nanti benci bertukar rindu wahaa.
True story.



Bila dia cerita balik dekat aku... whaaatt?
Rasa nak cekik-cekik je sekor2. Tapi bila fikir balik, rasa kelakar pulak. Benda dah 10 tahun berlalu. Kenangan waktu sekolah rendah. Well aku dengan dia budak lagi waktu tu. Okaay aku maafkan kau. Haha.








Haha. Matluthfi shomel. I like.
Kbai.












The 'REDDISH'
♡ Monday, March 26, 2012 ♡ 5:37 AM ♥ 3 Love(s) ♥ posted by Ansue



Ohai. Tiba tiba rasa nak tersengih. Haha. Seperti yang dia kata, 'Jom!' dan aku jawab 'Okaay!' Sepatah kata yang membawa seribu makna. Sekeping gambar yang punya irama. Aku dah kata, aku tak mungkin terjatuh. Kau akan sakit kalau kau jatuh. Tapi kenapa aku masih tersenyum. Tak paham.



You are the closest type of what I would search... but then how could a dream became reality?
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Penaat tapi happy. Karate Family Day Yokoso kat Kuantan ohsem. Memang betul orang cakap, kalau bergabung pasti meletop wow. Best dapat kumpul ramai ramai. Dan Ain pakai tudung, nampak shomel budak kecik tu. Pergi pantai Cherating, main lari lari, simbah simbah air sampai basah akan jadi memori yang sangat tak boleh lupa kalau hati kau betul betul berada kat situ. Bukan sekadar jasad. Mana hati kau pergi? Terbang ke Estonia? Rasanya dah lama tak jumpa laut. Tak berpijak di atas pasir yang halus dan putih. Lihat dia ketawa gembira. Aku suka laut dan bunyi ombak. Tempat paling ideal untuk bertemu janji. Tapi kat Selangor tak dapat nak jumpa laut. Ceh.



Malam tu kitorang dinner ramai ramai. Memanglah tema dia warna merah. Aku takde baju merah. Dan aku ingat nak pakai kemeja aku yang warna peach. Seakan-akan warna merah jugak lah kan. Tapi, tiba tiba kemeja color purple pulak yang aku terambil. Err... ya, terambil. Then habis makan tu, kita orang buat surprise dekat Azieefah sempena birthday dia. Ceh, dia tacing pulak. Azieefah yang banyak mulut termenangis keterharuan tuuu. Haha.
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Esok tu pergi Terengganu. Dalam hati rasa kosong. Duduk dalam kereta tengok luar tingkap. Harap semua berjalan lancar. Really thanks to Sensei Iman and wife, Parents Ain, Keluarga adik kecil shomel Naquib for the very super and duper... aih tak tau nak cakap apa. The great people, I could say. Balik tu beli keropok lekor losong. Whaat? Losong? Tak pernah dengar. Tapi macam banyak orang beli, mungkin sedap. Okaay, beli jelah bawak balik rumah. Yes, sekarang cuti midsem. Yeay!



p/s jangan tengok orang then tersenyum, kau mata kecik. nanti semua jatuh cinta, especially aku.











The Stalker, Kaija
♡ Monday, March 19, 2012 ♡ 10:30 PM ♥ 0 Love(s) ♥ posted by Ansue



Dear Kaija,


Since you have a new hobby which is meng-stalking you-know-what, then I suppose you would read this. Of course lah kaan. Hmm maybe. Anywaay, there's no ninja, romeo, shinchan, superman, cicakman etc etc. There's no interesting story behind it. BUT! If you want to know, let me give you one hint...


Roses are red, Violets are blue
I am laying on my bed, Close to nothing but true.


Roses are roses, violet is violet
But nothing can't be true... It's just me and nothing going to be true.
The ninja can't be the true.
And the ninja is shinbe. Haha.
Kaija the stalker. Ops.


Sila tukar and stalk this sweetie lovely girl pulak. Diaa punya cerita lagi interesting
------> cik kening tebal


Kbai.













Happy Weekend
♡ Saturday, March 17, 2012 ♡ 12:30 AM ♥ 4 Love(s) ♥ posted by Ansue


Sekarang ni ada Junior Makaf Tournament. So, banyak coach pergi ke tournament tu. So, centralised training kat Shah Alam cancel. So, aku pun free lah. Yeay. Rasa heaven sekejap. Tiba tiba bin ajaib aku dapat hadiah novel 'Calling Romeo'. Okaay it was kind of macam hadiah jugaklah... anyway musykil, dari mana dia datang? Jeng jeng jeng.


Go out and enjoying two movies straight away, John Carter and The Lorax with them memang lah mula-mula hapeh? John Carter is okay but The Lorax cerita kartun tu? Tapi, bila wayang tu dah start... Aku tiba tiba menjadi manusia yang tak reti nak tutup mulut asyik nak gelak je sebab kelakar sangaat. Okaay. The Lorax memang best. Seriously... kau orang patut pergi tengok. Okaay. Tu je nak cakap. Kbai.


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I like the scent of yours. And somehow it made me a bit lost.






















Berjaya :3
♡ Sunday, March 4, 2012 ♡ 3:46 AM ♥ 0 Love(s) ♥ posted by Ansue





And this 'one person' is really really change my life... towards something that I couldn't imagine before. Something yang macam jadi atlet or maybe an instructor one fine day?


Tadi pergi final selection dekat Shah Alam. Alhamdulillah berjaya dapat tempat untuk Makaf Senior Tournament Mei ni dan SUKMA Jun tahun ni kategori Kata Berkumpulan. 2 months from now but I oledi feel the exhaustion. Omo omoo. I need my ninja. Nak tengok dia buat hiyaak hiyak dalam aksi yang mengagumkan. Pffftttttt... Boleh ke?


Selalu rasa macam keseorangan walaupun dikelilingi ramai orang. Selalu ketawa walaupun tak tahu apa yang kelakar sangat. Need to do different things everyday, kalau tak mati kebosanan nanti. Chehh...


Semalam after centralised training dekat Dewan Tempur, kita orang pergi rumah Sensei Rijal lunch kat situ. Dia buat spagetti CABONARA (<---- betul ke spelling aku tu?) Hmmm... Sedap jugaklah hehehe. Bila lepak sekejap kat rumah Sensei Rijal tiba-tiba tacing. Teringat kat rumah sendiri. Rasa suck sangat bila tak dapat balik walaupun rumah dekat. Seriously, u need to sacrifice thing to get other thing. Haihhh dah macam concept opportunity cost pulak. Macam member karate aku cakap, "If you want to achieve something that you never have, you must do something that you never do"


Macam akulah tu. Tak balik rumah. Pernah sekali je balik. Itupun sebab ada wedding Sensei Iman kat kawasan perumahan aku tu. Kalau taakk... jangan harap. Arghhhh... rindu mak, rindu abah, rindu alang, angah, rindu katil, rindu bantal 'wangi', rindu komik shinchan!!! Rinduuuuuuuu sangaaatttttt!!!


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Modul instructing yang Sensei Fadhil punya tu terpaksa di-adjust-kan semula sebab every weekend kena pergi training kat Shah Alam. So, maybe tak dapat pergi sama-sama dah dengan Mey Aiman Hadi. Kena separate-separate. Argh tak best :(











WORDLESS WEDNESDAY #1
♡ Wednesday, February 29, 2012 ♡ 1:17 AM ♥ 1 Love(s) ♥ posted by Ansue





meow. i wonder... do you feel the same as mine?









---> UNTITLED
♡ Saturday, February 25, 2012 ♡ 7:27 AM ♥ 0 Love(s) ♥ posted by Ansue





Bila senang tersentap memang tak best. Rasa diri ni lemah sangat. Tak kuat. Bila tiba tiba ter-cengeng dalam wayang, memang tak best. Terasa bodoh kalau orang sebelah terdengar. Bila kita semakin rapat dengan seseorang tu, semua perkara jadi mudah. Kita mudah gembira mudah ketawa mudah ceria dan juga kita jadi mudah untuk marah mudah kecewa dan mudah ter-menangis kerana orang tu. Dan bila negative side terjadi kita jadi kalut, tak tahu nak buat apa.



And when he whispers to me those two words...suddenly everything's fine. And when he asks me to smile...


I smile back to him with full of heart.


Shall I say... He is my ninja?


Coming from the shadow, making my heartbeats beating fast...











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